Something Different

Monday, July 30, 2007

The durian pancakes from ang mo kio hub are really delicious. . . This is the second time that i'm eating it now and it's simply too irresistable. . . i wish i can have that every day. . .

I had made the trip after work all the way from bedok to ang mo kio to get these. . . but of course, not only to get these. . . I have got to return all the vcds and dvds that i had rented last thursday at the laserflair there before the fine continues to accumulate. . . It was finally that i had managed to finish seeing them. . . i didn't have much time to watch over these five days. . . and yesterday, i sacrified a few hours of sleep to finish watching two movies. . .

So, i felt as though i had orded. . . I had indeed went to work this morning. . . Again, it's my brother's friend. . . He had got some unfinished business with one of the project so he asked me over to help him. . .
It was actually just some revamping work on one of the completed project, a 3D chemistry periodic table in bedok town secondary. . . and well, i wasn't much of a help actually. . . basically everything was the same as the last time that i had helped him. . i did the simple jobs, the rest i just see him do, then that was it. . . we started work at about 11am and finished everything by 3pm. . .

I feel like ording. . . 99 days more. . . i've started counting down in my mind. . . 99 times 24 hours times 60 minutes times 60 second later, i will shout. . . ORD lo. . !
Gonna go back camp tonight. . . book in timing, 2300. . . just nice for me to finish watching the campus superstar before i leave. .
tomorrow evening i will book out for the class gathering. . . i have to ask. . . hey classmates, aint i great, i took 1 out the 3 days off i have left for this. . . ! hope it will not be a waste. .

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Sunday, July 29, 2007

Dead beat. . . tremendously hectic and tiring weekend. . .
I came back from tuition. . . I was playing majong at willy's house for the entire night. . . i slept barely 5 hours. . .

2rounds of majong, from east, south, west to north, 2am-8am. . . 6 hours. . . i almost fell asleep during the game. . .
It was just not my day. . . not my day to play majong. . . i suffered the heaviest lost this time, twenty over dollars. . . I would have lost more. . . if i haven't managed to win with some big cards at the last few games. . . so now, i've finally got my share of bad luck. . . after winning some peanuts amount for the last few time i played. .
Willy treated us to a feast at a seafood restaurant somewhere around the upper serangoon road area. . . it was supposed to be a token of appreciation for our help in his birthday party that day. . . though we were buddies, we were more than delighted to accept the treat. .
it was a sumptuous supper that we had. . . there were chilli crabs, black pepper crabs and butter prawns. . . drool even at this point that i am describing it. . . but ironically, i didn't take the crab at all. . . i'm just not attracted to something so difficult to consume. . .

The saturday remained a routine fixture that i had for so long. . . soccer in the morning, tuition followed by volunteer work in the afternoon. . .
at HIP this time, we were doing something about food. . . all of us got some food that are not that common to show to the kids and present them with knowledge like how it came about etc etc. . . i had actually been asked to bring fried oyster to show them, but i couldn't find the time to go and get it since i was heading straight down after tuition. . that was how i ended up bringing the lau po bing that my neighbour had got us from hong kong to show it to them. . . with it, i came out with a cock and bull story about how it came about and then told them when will they get to eat this. . . It was quite fun. . . because i tried to be funny. . . during my presentation, i intentionally use the kinda hysterical tone and that actually frightened one of the boy there. . i stared in amuse as i saw him leaning towards his elder brother, as if too terrified to listen any further. . . well. . . i didn't mean to scare them, just maybe trying to grab more of their attention this way. . .
That presentation part was still ok. . . when it went into craftworks, i'm totally screwed. . . i proudly declare that i fail my art and such things like drawing and folding are definitely not my forte. . . so, each of us have to handle one or two kids and help them with their artwork. . . poor little boy who got me, as not only did i failed to help him, i virtually made him lose interest in the work. . . he wanted to make a spiderman card, so i did try to make it happened. . . but craft skills wasn't up to the mark and it turned out to become an ugly creature that appeared on the card. . . what a turned off. . it wasn't even completed on time as i was staring hopelessly at other people's work most of the time. . . a twinge of guilt, and i managed to obtain one of the marvellously done card by one of the volunteer to give it to him as a form of compensation. . .

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Friday, July 27, 2007

Rain. rain. rain. . . it's been raining too often this entire week. . . so untypical of a usually hot summer of july. . . global warming. . . it has indeed made significant impact to this earth. . .

Rainy days. . . doesn't matter if it's a result of global warming or not, the good thing is, it has cool this usually hot weather in singapore and present us with a great mood to join the dream monster. . .
Sleep, slack and relax, that was what i had intended to do in this fine friday. . . Woke up at about 11am in the morning, intending to play some games, watch some dvds that i had rented and then catch some sleep after that. . .
Then at about 11.30am, i suddenly received a sms from my brother, he asked me to help his friend with an assignment, for $40. . . basically just doing some manual jobs and that is it. . .
I'm kinda lazy to take it, thinking of the rest and relax sessions that i am gonna sacrified, but somehow the money seemed too good to resist. . .

So, that was how i went, helping my brother's friend to work. . .
It was quite simple actually. . . Upon agreeing to take up the job, his friend took a cab to fetch me from my house. . . It travelled from my house to tpe, to pie and to ecp, almost going half a round round singapore before picking up another friend at katong shopping centre then to the company office at haig's road, which was nearby. . . The office wasn't those kinda offices you would expect, but actually a normal 1 storey private house located at that street. . . There we got some tools, moved two model boards onto a van and travelled again. . . this time from the east, which was where we were and to the west, fajar secondary, at bukit panjang. . .
Model boards, i called them so because i didn't know exactly what name they were given. . . It was actually those kinda models that were used to showcase certain subjects on science or geography. . . like for example, one of it that we moved today was about the different parts of a river. . . the model showed a river flowing along a number of mountains, then the different part of it were names, like meanders, rapid etc etc. . . it was quite a gigantic one. . . sounds confusing. . my descriptions can't really make it i know. . .
So anyway, my brother's friend actually worked in this company specialise in making these sorta stuffs. . . we were to make the delivery and then fix up the things in the school. . .
We did all these then, after reaching the school. . . basically just taking some measurements, drillings, fixing on the brackets and placing the models well in place. . . Throughout, i just helped in simple taskings like lifting and shifting, two of them did most of the jobs. . . Truthfully, i'm more afraid of screwing things up if i do more than that. . . i don't have much experience with such chores. . . better to see and learn first. . .
nevertheless, it was good experience. . . just purely seeing how they did the things was something to learn. . . perhaps now you tell me to do it i can do it nicely for you. . .
but the most interesting thing was listening to their conversations. . . they were talking, complaining about the problems they faced in their jobs and how they handled them. . . these are learning pointers too. . . since i haven't had any proper working experience, listening to these may one day turn useful when i take up a job in days to come. . .

Therefore, i'm felt like such a nice quiet boy during the whole of the working session. . . don't know the people, don't know the work so better to sit down or stand aside to watch, listen and learn. . . speak only when necessary. . . laugh when you think is funny. . . show initiative to help out. . . show willingness to learn. . . i could clearly see myself today. . .

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Thursday, July 26, 2007

I'm just a little bit unhappy, a little bit depressed, a little bit disappointed and a little bit pissed off over it. . . compared to last time, i felt a lot better this time. . . perhaps i'm just used to be a failure. . .

Failed it the third time. . . but so what, i don't want this too. . .
Leslie, my brother, all of them passed during the third attempt, now i'm still stuck at this, pretty loser. . .
I got plenty of reasons to make myself feel better. . .

For all i know, everybody know, i have got really no talent at this thing, i took such a long time to finish the lessons and the only thing that actually keep me going now is that i don't want all the money and effort that i have put in to go down to drain. . . that i'm not used to giving up things halfway through. . .
Then so what if i passed. . ? what should i do then, get a new bike now. .? definitely not the correct time. . . or share my brother's bike. . . all the history about sharing things so far showed that it will only lead to conflicts. . .
if pass it later, maybe then will be a better time to buy a bike, or even when then my brother have got his 2A license, i will inherit the bike, for free. . .

So no point. . . not point pondering. . . i'm not sad, i'm not depressed, i'm not pissed off. . . probably just a little bit disappointed. . . I will give another shot at it on 20 september, about 2 months later. . . meanwhile, take it as i've never learn this darn thing before. . .

Been slacking. . . i'm intending to slack all the way. . . becoming a full time slacker. . always feeling so tired. . . i spent so much money this week already. . . the $62 for the tp thing. . . then all the expenses here and there. . . i wander how am i gonna save if this goes on. . .

Went to support max in his singing competition yesterday. . . Mu Chuan singing competition, supposed to be quite a prestigious competition held here. . . it was the preliminary round, rong, zhen wei and i were there to give our support. . .
there were 8 competitors, some of them quite screwed up, a few were alright and maybe 1 or 2 were considered good. . . the good ones, one of them from project superstar, charlotte, the few pretty one in the competition, were obviously there to thrash everyone else. . .
for max, he was not the best, but he really sung well. . . he showed that he could sing, just that he had picked the wrong song to sing. . .
So eventually, the results came, probably a little bit of surprise that max didn't get the final slot, out of the three slots available for quarter final, as the two good ones got through. . . one of the guy who sang a gary cao song actually clinched the last slot. . . he gave an impressive start but the stamina didn't last, the ending part was quite screwed up we thought. . .
Nevertheless, they had got a revival round, and max was selected to go through that. . . hope he will be able to twist the situation around then and prove to everyone that he's really good. . . anyway, it has been a trend now that the one who got through the revival round always go on to do very well. . .

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Monday, July 23, 2007

This hectic weekend is over. .
I barely slept over the past two days. . . the number of hours that i had slept. . . enough to count with 1 hand. . . probably just less than 3 hours. . . pathetically little but i still managed to go through everything in my schedule with the aid of a packet of ice coffee, my ultimate awakener. . . It was though, quite screwed up. . . on sunday where i want for bike revision in the morning, it became more of a wasted trip. . . i kept repeating mistakes, those kinda mistakes that definitely cause you a failure in test, again and again. . . even as i knew and try not to repeat again, my semi-unconscious mind didn't help to ensure that. . . i was like in a daze more than half of the time. . . thursday gonna be the test again. . . the third time, after waiting for a long two months for it. . . i don't want to fail again. . . shall go for another refreshment lesson the day before, hope then will be a fruitful one. . .

Basically i would say that this weekend had been reserved for willy's birthday. . . 21st birthday, a significant one. . . and Max and Chris had planned a birthday party at his house. . . we were there since friday night. . . spent the entire night preparing for the big day. . . setting up this and that, decorating up the place etc etc. . . it wasn't easy job. . . just having to blow so many balloons with my mouth was a tough and tiring chore. . . but they were all worth it as many begun complimenting about the good job done in decorating up the place later. . . with balloons. . . of course, all of that will go to max, he masterminded all these plannings and did the majority of the decorations. . .
Since it was so well done, maybe we can be setting up a firm that specialise in designing parties for people. . . good idea isn't it. . and indeed, one of willy's friend had asked us to help him to design one during his birthday. . . maybe that will kick start the possible venture. .?
So i returned home on saturday morning after a night doing things at his house. . . actually planned to carry on the routine every saturday soccer but decided to put it off as it will only exhaust all my energy for the remaining programmes. . .
I went for tuition and volunteer programme before joining them back at the party. . .
Tuition was still alright, not the volunteer programme. . . pretty ugly. . . It was my programme. . . took over from joey because he have rom to attend. . I was supposed to do a word game then present on the 7wonders of the world. . . so, with the upword i had lent from willy, the word game played wasn't too much tough to do. . . then the presentation. . . i'm armed only with the newspaper article about the 7 new wonders of the world that i had cut out recently, totally not prepared and no idea of these wonders. . . what worst was to bring it across to these children, who in their age of 5-9 need you to say it in the simplest and most interesting way to get their attention and learn. . . so i went in mumbled and fumbled. . . looking at other volunteers with the plead for help whenever i'm stucked. . . it was unexpectedly tough. . . a sigh of relief when it was all over. . .

Went back to willy's house for the party when the sky had turned completely dark. . . a lot of his friends had arrived by then. . . willy was busy entertaining his friends, chris running around the house to make sure everything is running smoothly, max was the bartender of the day, mixing and making cocktails for the guests. . . that left with roy, ken and me. . . we became the barbeque men, sitting at the backyard of the house, barbecuing satay and stuffs for the guests. . . undeniably, i always felt sorta being in the wrong place in such occasions. . . as in those occasions where their different group of friends were present. . . i still haven't master the skill of totally opening yourself up and know other people easily, so it became kinda not comfortable in this position. . . i chose to stick to my own group most of the time and it became obviously awkward when yours is the smaller one. . . i guess i still have a lot to do to learn to socialise better. . .
nevertheless, satay man i became. . . placed orders and i delivered quality ensured satays. . . i was stucked in the backyard and lost the chance to see some beautiful friends willy have got. . .
when everything was over, it was our own session of majong time. . .
This time, i must say i'm up in my luck. . . winning times and again. . . i felt kinda guilty. . . simply wasn't there to win their money, it was purely for fun and enjoyment. . . but i did enjoy winning. . . however, after a round or two the fatigue in me started to take effect. . . having sorta double vision and couldn't concentrate properly. . . i felt bad delaying the game by being blur times after another. . . so that was when i passed the game to vincent. . . as he begun losing repeatedly, i didn't make a blink, it doesn't matter since i had won so much by then. . . eventually, i had returned much of the winnings to them. . . that was great. .
i won a few dollars this time. . . in fact i had not lost in the past few occasions i had played. . i'm just some noob player, not totally know the rules so i always stick to small cards. . . it was all for the fun so winning or losing wasn't a case for me to concern. . . and i discovered that keeping yourself cool throughout the game can improve your luck on the table. . . so that was some points to not lose. . .

That was it then, i returned home early in the morning for the bike revision where i screwed up. . . back home and to tuition again after that. . . meet vincent and willy for dinner after the tuition. . . that ends the weekend. . .

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Thursday, July 19, 2007

Oh this is gonna be crap. . .!
1 week of block leave next week. . . notified to us on tuesday evening. . . Let's clap. . !!
Screwed. . What should i do. . ? It's probably gonna be one week of eating, sleeping, playing computer games again. . . how good can life get like this. . ? It's damn boring. . . Look like i needa get some dvd back home and watch. . . shit. . .
Probably the only good thing that i can say that, when this block leave is over, i'm 1 week closer to ord. . . but wait. . nothing to cheer about after this darned 1 week leave. . . I heard my OC's brief on the upcoming programme and i just felt hopelessly depressed. . .
There will be one more combat shoot schedule. . . ! just as i thought that it will be the last time during the last firing, it turned out to be the last second instead. . . this is devastating, i recap the scene of cleaning rifle after the shoot at night. . . distasteful. . .
and then. . tekong. . ! all the while praying that we will be sidelined for this. . . It seemed destined. . all the drivers and vcs will be involved in the closed terrain exercise in P tekong. . this place that holds my painful memories gonna welcome me with wide open arms that day i go back. . shit. .

Back to camp the first week after atec. . . it still feel like shit. . . i did another survey on ns today. . as usual. . . it's all the not so good feedbacks and answers that i had gave. . . sometimes i really felt stupid with doing all these survey. . since enlistment till now, we had did countless. . . with exception from the one we did in bmt, where most of us were sorta a little enthusiastic, other times are just like another time, the not so good answers. . . it won't give a true reflection of the result that they want, because everyone will just make it a negative one. . . the point is, nobody are interested in survey, we did because we have to do it. . .

So the survey aside, it was quite a relax week in camp. . . i slept almost the entire day on tuesday, it was one of those rare days where i can really sleep in the day. . . really rare. . i seemed desperately deprived of sleep, yet most of the time i can't sleep. . . we had quite a large amount of time in bunk doing nothing actually. . . well, we did our work and that's what we deserved isn't it. . we washed the vehicle, dismantled the test sets, do this and that, the only thing we were excused from was cleaning the mud infested road. . . even then, we were helping to send the heavy boxes of test set for the entire company. . . drivers in spike have to do anything and everything. . .

Alright. . . this coming weekend will be busy. . .! willy's birthday celebration at his house on saturday night and sunday morning i still needa rush for my bike revisions. . . then i have tuitions after that. . . It's giving me a real headache. . . suppose to stay overnight to drink, play majong and stuffs on saturday but now, the revision, can't be changed to other slot. . . the tuition too, can't be changed since i don't have any other better time this weekend. . . ironic thing. . while the programmes will be extremely packed this weekend, when the weekdays come, i will find myself with nothing to do. . . that's like telling me to shag myself out for the weekend and replenish all that's lost in the weekdays. . . damn tired of thinking, if this is so then let it be. . .

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

I'm losing all the steam and patient already. . . perhaps at her age, she should just go on and enjoy her life and not have any tuition. . .
I have decided, to give her up, i rather be using the time to teach marcus chinese instead. . .
Sometimes i wish i can just shout and give her piece of my mind, she's always trying to find funny things to do while i'm trying to very hard to teach her. . . Very hard. . . teaching her is really really hard. . . at her level, there are so many new things to learn and you just have to go into the very very basic way of explaining in order to make her understand. . . if that itself is so tough already, then having to constantly remind her to pay attention and stop doing other stuffs is the ultimate challenge. . .
I can just jolly well let her be. . let her do what she want and when she had enough, then i will teach her with the whatever time left. . . just like what i did today. . . easy money for me too, just sit down, do nothing and money comes in. . . It's a waste of my time. . . since she show no interest then perhaps i can spend my time better elsewhere. . playing game or whatever. . .

Going to camp soon. . . again atec is over but not army. . . still have to go back and see that wretched place. . . This week can see myself sweating again. . . In armour you come back from outfield and you expect to do the same kinda shit after that. . . wash the stores, wash the vehicle, and worst, wash the road, clear the drain. . . stupid crap job. . .
did so many times already. . . this is the last time. . . i will do it, garang once last time and don't bother me again. .

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Saturday, July 14, 2007

On a bus back home after volunteer work at jssc. . . i was deep in thoughts, and all of a sudden, i had nearly reached home. . . it's just so amazing that how i can bury myself deep in the sea of thoughts that i just forget all much time had passed. . .



Alright. . atec is over, but not the ns journey. . . i still got a dreadful four months to go. . .

I should still concentrate on that. . . i shouldn't be thinking about other things now. . .

I made a promise to myself some time ago. . . that i shall not see myself thinking of anything about relationship until i've got back that pink identity card. . . i will abide by that promise. . .
It's a tiring thing. . .
Heaven hasn't been fair. . . while i see so many having no lack of girlfriends around them, people like us are severely dehydrated with girls that we like. . always in a struggle in this line, i'm really sicked at things going this way. . . i got no wish to enter another struggle now, i hope i can just heck care all the thoughts about these and quietly occupy myself with tuition, volunteer, friends and computer games during this time. . .

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It became better. . .

A debut for my new shoe, an adidas street soccer boot that i had got during my last spending spree. . . i started with optimism. . . only to end with disappointment. . .
The thing about me is that i hate losing. . . especially undeservingly. . . we went in to play the first match, only to come out within 10minutes because of two stupid goals that we had conceded. . . pissed off, not blaming anybody, but i know i didn't play well too. . .
The second time we went in, again, it was bad luck, bad omen, and stupidity once more. . . two more goals conceded that we shouldn't have. . . This time, i pointed a middle finger upon leaving the court. . . I can't help it, i just wanted to vent all my anger about losing. . .
The second time we lost, i did try my best. . . but stupid mistakes that turned fatal. . .
I have to explain, that i didn't blame anyone at the time i was in a rage. . . not the one who made the mistake. . . it was just purely because of the dissatisfaction of losing, the long wait for the next turn and the little time that we had played. . .

I was thinking that it was gonna be another bad day for soccer when the third game changed it all. . . We went in the third time, i've finally found my form, and we went on a winning steak. . . We beat them all, all the opponents that were there. . . By then, i had all the satisfaction i had wanted, it was enough. . . Losing no longer matters, because we had showed that we are unstoppable, that i am unstoppable, on my best. . .

The reason that i love this game was because i know i can be good at it. . . i enjoy winning, i enjoy playing tough opponent even when i lose. . . The point is, against strong teams, as long as you played your best and lose deservingly, it all doesn't matter. . .

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Friday, July 13, 2007

Peace. . . It has finally arrived. . . All our blood and sweat. . . we are through. . .
I fell twice. . . under the ferocious enemy fire, few were left unscathed. . . Twice our vehicle were brought down by enemy tanks. . . together, we perished with our transport carrier. . . We revived after the first time, only to see us falling again. . . it was a noble second time though. . .
Our section was aggressively engaged, and with the strong enemy fire power, only one out of the two vehicles we have can leave safely. . . We sacrified then, covering fire for our pc's vehicle. . .

It was some tough fought battles that we had went through. . . The enemy struck us with unexpected precision and aggression, totally pushing us to defeat and inflicted a heavy casualties on our side. . . It was definitely not one of the best war that we had fought, but somehow we still managed to hang on to victory eventually. . .
Sent to the frontline, every moment past was a moment of pain and torment. . . Under the scorching hot temperature in the day, the itching mosquitoe bites in the night, and the constant lack of sufficient sleep, it was a test of both physical and mental endurance. .
For peace and freedom, we made it through. . . but the fact is, no one cares about result. . . whether is recon 1, 2, 2a or 2b, we just want to finish it. . .

War is cruel. . . It takes away the freedom of innocent boys, and sell their souls to defence the land. . . but now with the end of it, they suddenly see light, guiding to the path of freedom, once again. . .

Over. . all over. . . Now. . . to ord. . .

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Sunday, July 08, 2007

Jay never disappoint. . . and this one. . his latest work. . . from his first directed movie. . . 不能说的秘密. . . is really really nice. . . it's a sentimental song with a certain element of rock inside. . . i just can't stop listening to it. . .!

I was supposed to mention and announce loudly here that wan teng's fed me yesterday. . . are you jealous, wan teng's boyfriend, shi rong. .? haha. . . but something is missing. . . the photo. . . a piece of beautiful evidence missing. . . well, i don't upload photographs in my blog. .
okie. . . i was at settler celebrating wan teng and chee yong's birthday yesterday night. . . It's an evening that i have organised for the two buddies. . . glad that it had turned out successful, that all of them enjoyed it. . .
Not that i'm feeling rich, but sometimes, it's not about money. . . It's an occasion that don't come so often, and if by spending a bit more can make everyone happier, i got no hesitation to do so. . .
Two of them were complaining that i'm always mentioning about unhappy incidents in my blog. . . so. . now. . something happy. . .

Yesterday was a great evening. . . Spent it with wan teng, ziying and chee yong at settler cafe. . . We celebrated the birthday of the boy and girl with a cake i've got as a surprise for both of them. . . I'm so relieved that at least it managed some surprise for them. . . i tried to break my usual tradition of late coming by reaching slightly earlier to place the cake there and got the staffs to serve it to us at the right time. . .
Success. . . under the pleasant atmosphere and friendly staffs, it was all but a wonderful evening in there. . . not forgetting that cheeyong actually had a good time with one of the waitress there. . . haha. . ! I'm more than delighted to see everyone enjoying the occasion. . . i enjoyed it too. . . just kinda short. . . good times always seem to pass faster than normal. . .

Alright. . . Raining outside now. . . i'm leaving for camp in an hour's time. . . hope by the time the rain will stop. . it don't seem likely. . .

I'm leaving for war. . . Already geared up and ready. . . I will return on thursday. . . dead or alive. . . 4 days 3nights of sufferings outside. . . I'm determine to finish it. . . it's the last time. . . after this i shall see light through these days of darkness. . . it's the light leading me to ord. . .
good bye. . . i shall see you when war is over. . .

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Thursday, July 05, 2007

Waited so long for this book out. . . I'm so happy that i'm out. . . It's another hectic, tremendously tiring week. . . I have not felt such strong urge, desire to get out of the place for so long. . . All the while we have been slogging to get things done so that we can claim the day off and all ready to go for atec this coming monday. . .
Slogging. . . it's really the work to use. . . Monday we worked almost the entire day, servicings. . . so much that i forgot what i actually did. . . I haven't wear long four for the evening row call before, monday was my first. . actually worked till 5 plus pm. . .
Hard-earned pay this month. . . All the way till this afternoon that we are working. . . rushing for time. . that what they said. . . The tech squad guys didn't help by saying that they will not be responsible for any crop up on the vehicles during atec. . . trying to use these words to make us do all the work. . . well, i'm quite sure that even if we did all of what that had told, and things cropped up, they will still push the blame to us. . . they are just a bunch of creeps. . . but anyway. . we did what we can. . . we just belong to the group that never try to skive. . .
Sometimes just get really frustrated at the middle of doing these craps. . . It's tiring, you don't finish it fast, you get less time to rest. . that's the point. . and so when things don't go as smoothly as you want it to be, it gets damn pissing. . .
Everyone worked hard this week. . . Even the gunners and signallers. . . but a small hiccup along the way. . .
I watched as Chong Hong nearly threw a punch on nicholas's face. . . dramatic. . . they got into an argument as nicholas, the signallor, showed his defiance by not throwing away a bag of rubbish. . . our spike tradition, last man to fall in gonna throw rubbish. . . but this guy just refuse and as usual, brings out that kinda snobbish attitude. . . seriously no one can stand him. . . but some just keep quiet. . like me. . . you rather have one more friend than enemy. . . so don't care. . . and chong hong, like always, with that big brother character, intervene in the matter and went into a quarrel. . I will not be surprise if a punch was threw onto that face of his. . . luckily sergeant benjamin was there to stop in time. . . a series of event then came as a result of this. . . but i don't wish to go any further into details. . . it's boring. . .
Today is the most relaxing day of all. . . Although it was a slight rush on fixing our personal test system etc. . . it was rather fun and easy to do. . . we got our rifle tests bore sighted and start shooting each other. . . fun. . . it was like playing counterstrike. . . you shot someone, and his sbo test will lights up with a pipping sound. . .
how i wish if we can use that for a game or two of the real life counterstrike game. . .

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Sunday, July 01, 2007

Gone gone gone. . another week gone. . .

It's the last week of preparation before atec kicks in. . . expect lotsa things to do again. . . but before. . we have got a parade on monday. . .
A SAF day parade. . . waste of time. . . i wander what shit are they up to. . . i hate parades. . .
Hope my hair can pass CSM's standard. . . I haven't intend to cut this weekend, rather, i was wanting to cut next week in camp before that atec. . . It's not too long. . . i hope. . .

There will be a company off schedule on friday. . . so hopefully i can go back home on thursday night. . . I'm really not used to staying in camp for the entire 5 days. . . suffering from insomnia etc. . home's bed still the best. . . once i lie on it, i can fall asleep in 5 minutes. . .

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Name: Chen Zhicai (Call me Keith!)
Date of Birth: 3rd January 1987
Horoscope: Capricorn
Country: Singapore
School: Before- Xinmin Primary, Bowen Secondary, Serangoon Junior College. Now- 42 SAR, SP Coy, SPIKE Platoon. Future- National University of Singapore, Architecture.

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