Tuesday, October 30, 2007Simply lovely. . . really a nice song. .
Saturday, October 27, 2007All the while i've been complaining that time is passing too slowly. . but now, i have began to eat my words. .
it's really fast. . every minute, every second, it's going by so quickly. . faster than you can imagine. .
this week maybe a long week, a full five days that i have to report to camp, yet it had just gone so swiftly. . .
i've prepared books and magazine to read for the five days, and none had i managed to finish. . . there was as though lots to do, lots to attend. . talks after talks, visits, rehearsal for ord parade, the actual parade itself and the vehicle servicings. . i was preparing to use the week to gain back some sleep too, but i guess my objective wasn't even 50% achieved. . .
anyway, whatever shit that i have been doing. . . the ordeal is close to an end. . . even with the last minute bad new that we will have to go back next thursday and friday to de-kit, the news didn't sound too agonising at all. . .
1years and 10months is just coming to an end. . . and for all the while that i have been complaining that army is a waste of time, that i'm having a torturing time in army, eventually now that i think back, it wasn't really that devastating after all. . . in fact, i really have to admit that through all these that i, or i should say we have been through, we have really picked up something, whether in terms of things that we have learned or maturity in the character itself. . . i rarely want to admit this even when i had realised this for so long. . . the hardships and sufferings of doing all the shitty jobs just made me don't want to admit this fact. . so perhaps at this time when everything is soon drawing to an end, it becomes easier for me to split this out of my mouth. . .
Sunday, October 21, 2007I wonder how this coming week will be. . .
Must be really sian. . .
I'm gonna book in later and spend the entire week in camp. . . haiz. . . This ord package thingy. . haven't spend 5 days in a row in camp for so long, i guess i needa prepare some things to kill my boredom. . . a few books, that's all i can think of. . . the rest i will needa depend on my sleeping mood. . . maybe the books i bring can sorta make me fall asleep easier. .
Last time. . . 5 days in camp. . . after this week, it will 6-5=1 more working days to ord. . can look forward happily to friday night then. .
Saturday, October 20, 2007Today's really not my day. . .!
went home in the morning after going to party world with some of my platoon mates, had my first time taking a night rider home and never did i think that the bus actually broke down half way through the journey. .
had to fork out another 10 dollars just to take a cab home back when we were dropped. . horrendous experience. . .
had about 4 hours of sleep later and turned up for the usual saturday soccer court game. .
made plenty of blunders and misses. . cursing and swearing at the kinda form i'm having when i thought things had turned around when i finally scored two consecutive to win a match for them. . it was only short-lived when i was caught with a slight sprain and almost a leg cramp. . that was when i rounded off the unfortunate morning by conceding a shot that went through in between my legs. . what a shame. .
Wednesday, October 17, 2007Gonna book in for guard duty later. . .
It's my extra, and even though it's on a weekday, i still felt pretty much sian with that. . .
All the thoughts about having to do all those guard mounting, booking in at such an early timing 1330 to do all the inspections and rehearsals. . . really nonsense. . . last time didn't have all these kinda shits and now because of one guy everybody suffer. . i didn't have to mention who he is, he is famous now, isn't he. . .
i just wish to finish it swiftly and safely, don't come out with those kinda stunts that give me extra because of what dirty rifle nonsense again. . .
my last guard duty, 171007. . . 20 days to ord. .
Monday, October 15, 2007dental FFI at kranji camp just now. . . and i'm diagnosed with an impacted wisdom tooth. . .
too late. . . i should have got an appointment to remove the other one the moment i finished with the last one. . now i will have to dig from my own pocket to pay for the surgery if i am to go for it. . . shit. . i guess i will just wait until it really get painful or when i feel richer than i will consider a surgery. . .
i didn't feel like getting a haircut at all at this time. . not when ord is like 20 plus days to go. . but then, things just go beyond my control and it took me great determination to persuade myself to go for the trim at EC house. . . there's a guard duty to do on wednesday and highly likely is that, if i don't cut now, i will have to be cut by that meiling in camp when inspection take place. .
LAST TIME i'm gonna cut my hair in NS. . i wanna keep my hair long, get a layer behind, get it dye red and enjoy a beautiful hairstyle. .
Saturday, October 13, 2007Mon-fri in camp, Sat morning soccer, Sat afternoon tuition, Sat evening volunteer, Sat night watch tv, Sun afternoon tuition, Sun night book in. .
No more. .!
I have less tuition lessons now, with all the school examinations gradually over. . Volunteer programme is suspended until november. . . The hong kong drama that i have been chasing for so long is gonna have its last episode next week. . I'm clearing offs and leaves now. .
So i suddenly discovered myself stuck in a sea of time. . free time. . .
Been inside this routine for the past few months, kinda no life but it has indeed kept me busy and occupied, especially during the weekends. . .
Now that i have got some time, i really wonder what i should do. . .
26days to ord, 6 more working days, though that is the case, i'm still pretty much stuck to SAF till that day i ord. . . it somehow limit what i can do. . there's still this abtf standby going on which means i can't go overseas for holiday. . i wanted to start my job search now but there's this week 22-26 october that i will have to stick in camp for some ord package thingy, it will indirectly brings in lotsa inconveniences if i apply now. . i'm worried that it is kinda too early to start searching at the same time. . .
I doubt i will find the flexibility to do the things i want till ord. . .
nevertheless. . perhaps i should just start looking for a life. . i miss playing mahjong, i miss the moments to go drinking with friends, i miss even going out with friends. . It's time to pick up some loose end, those that i had lost while busy with tuitions etc. . i won't go too fast doing, i will do it at a gradual pace, hope in some time my social cycle can stay the same as before enlistment. .
Friday, October 12, 2007On abtf standby. . everyone seemed to be particularly nervous this time, for rumours have been going on that there will be a high chances of recall. . it has always been like that, people will start saying that there will be a recall this and that day and in the end they were all just rumours. . . yet however, under a new CO now, these rumours could just prove to be the truth. . . this man is the last person we want to lead us through to our ord. . . he is so damn garang, and garang at this time means fuckup to us. . . with all the stunts he is coming up with, it's definitely not gonna make life easier for us. . .
throughout the few days in camp this week, everyone was like trying to step up on the preparations and get geared up for the standby. . the previous few times we weren't even half as tense up as this one. . . and ridiculously, we were actually doing this standby for 46. . .
fortunately, my platoon is doing ammo party for this standby, no fieldpack to prepare, nothing to pack, the only thing tough is that we have to return in 2 hours. .
whatever is the case, i'm now officially in ord mood. . i've got 6 more days to stay in camp, of which 5 of the days belongs to the week that we have to stay for the ord package. . . pray hard that that CO don't come out with any stunt to recall us back in this coming weekend or next week's block leave. . .
Saturday, October 06, 2007Today's my sister birthday. . .
i had got her a cake. . . hazelnut indulgence. . . from prima deli. . .
i have got my best wishes for her. . . she's seeing someone now. . . so i hope she had find the right partner, get married soon start her own family and have lotsa children. . lolx. . . then i can occupy her room. . !
alright. . happy birthday sis! . .
Exactly 1 more month to ord. . !!!!
Friday, October 05, 200732 days to ord. . look forward to that day. . .
counting down in my heart. . .
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