Thursday, September 29, 2005

A double setback in a single day. . . What can i still say. . ? expect for feeling so unfortunate and shameful. . . Firstly, it was a disgraceful AO for chemistry paper 3, then, came a bad piece of new that i didn't make it for my GP, what's next what's next. . . ? I guess i can conclude now that i screwed up my prelims, instead of waiting for all the results to be released. . ? I'm left at a situation where i am going nowhere. . The question now may be "what had happened to me.?"
Perhaps the most disappointing of all was the chemistry paper 3. . . Having done so much, finishing all the preliminary questions given, and i still end up with such horrible grade. . . What went wrong. . ? Just what the hell am i doing. . . I felt so pissed with myself upon thinking of this. . . I looked so bright and promising at the start before the prelims and now, it all turned grey. . . My target, to get myself into the top 100 for the exam, all gone into the drain now i guessed. . No more. . . No more. . .
"It's only preliminary". . many said. . . i knew it. . . but it wasn't about whether it's preliminary or not. . . It's about the last chance to make my mark academically in srjc examinations. . . All along, i have been close, but never a time close enough to put my name inside the top 100 students for any examination. . . It's the last time, last chance. . . but i screwed it up. . . Can't help feeling angry with myself over this. . . All the singing that i had did in K box just now hasn't help cooling the fire inside my heart. . . Haiz. .!
It's all on math now to save me from making this examination the worst performance ever. . I'm not optimistic about A, but i hope with some sheer luck, i could secure either a B or C. . . Maybe then, i may still regain some hope in myself. . .

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