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Monday, October 31, 2005 Tired. . . I'm so tired. . .I am so quiet. . . i look so sad. . . my emotions are written on my face. . . why. . ? Sometimes i just isolate myself in a corner. . . people thought i am dao. . . no. . i just want to get some peace. . . i wasn't in a present mood. . . and that's how i deal with it. . . i admit wasn't those kinda of people who hide my emotions. . . but even so. . . i'm a guy. . . i can't cry. . . i like to sit quietly in a corner, with music that i like accompanying me. . and think. . . the feeling is good. . . it's like a form of treatment. . . and things look better for me after that. . . Nevertheless, i don't deny it will be better having someone to talk to will be better, but i guess. . . few are willing and able to enter my world. . . i admit that my kinda of attitude and behaviour hasn't been very welcome. . . so i didn't dare to seek anyone's understanding. . . i'm really trying to curb my temper. . . i guess i have somehow succeeded. . . but it's been really difficult especially at these times. . . you don't get enough sleep. . . you feel tired and naturally you get irritated easily. . . the more you try to curb your temper, you worst you feel. . . sometimes actually letting out is better, but the consequences will be the same. . . Imagine i threw my temper today at my Dad who had threw my shoe away without my knowledge. . . i guess this day would have been spoilt. . . i wouldn't feel happy either. . . Anyway, today wasn't any present day. . . i wore a torn shoe to school unknowingly. . . the sole came off halfway of the journey there. . . i was left in embarrassment as i guess i have been walking throughout this journey having the broken sole dangling about without knowing. . . the people who saw might have been laughing in their heart and saying 'who the hell is this guy wearing a broken shoe around'. . . i ended tearing out the whole piece of sole and left it in the bus. . . I've this feeling that the rest of my day isn't gonna be very good. . . i was on my way back just now when i was almost flattened by the lift door. . . fortunately the door was fitted with a contact sensor, if not i wouldn't be here blogging. . . Not gonna say anymore. . . i will have to fulfil my duty of studying now at hougang point. . . |
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Profile Name: Chen Zhicai (Call me Keith!) Addictions Hangouts: K box, K pool Objectives Sometimes, what you want in life may not be what you will achieve in life. Sometimes, what you want in life will change as you came to realise of your limitations and constraints. Careers Team: Full-time v3 player archives September 2005 Tag Me!
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