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Friday, November 25, 2005 I've been running for the consecutive third day. . . And alright. . i've proved that i am capable of running but the problem now. . . i can't do pull up. . ! Yesterday was running with william and well. . doing pull-up seems nothing to him. . . obviously what i saw was it took as though no effort for him to get 10 times up. . . and for me. . ? i struggled even to get myself up once. . . eventually, i gave up and settled for one. . . 'embarrassment' clearly written on my face. . . Oh god. . i desperately needa train myself up. . . the question is. . . how.? Been lifting weight for like a month or so. . . and instead of helping me to get better, i became worst. . used to be able to do at least 3. . and now. .? one. . what the heck man. . . I'm really weak. . .Anyway. . . packed my drawers today. . . threw away lotsa of old things and flipped through some old stuffs. . . Old stuffs. . . these brought me back with memories. . . . Most of these are cards recieved when i was in primary school. . . Can't believed that i have kept them so nicely till now. . . filled with a mixture of emotions as i read through them. . . I really regret. . . most of these cards i received from have already lost contact with me. . . and maybe for a few, i guess our friendship have already been lost. . . it kinda sad. . . I just felt i am the cause of all these. . . i'm too dao and insensitive. . . sorry. . . suddenly yearn to know how they are doing now. . . all those times we shared. . . especially the last few moments we spent at the chalet together. . . haiz. . . Well. . . while there are old stuffs. . . there were new stuffs as well. . . a few gifts from ya hui. . . i hasn't really had a good look at them until just now. . . they weren't expensive stuffs but i will certainly cherish them alot. . . it's not for any other reason but because these things, mostly came from her own hands, just give me the feeling that they all were true and sincere. . . i'm not really sure that was exactly how i feel but i guess that's the best i can say if i'm to use words to describe. . . so i mean. . we will always be friend no matter what happen. . . Not sure whether i'm too sensitive or what, but i just feel this week just isn't going quite right for me. . . everybody seems to be leaving. . . joseph going back to hong kong, zixiang going to new zealand. . . it's as though my world is getting with fewer people. . . and i'm getting more bored with my life. . . lost my direction in life. . . it's as if all that i'm waiting now is for national service to come and pick me up. . . haiz. . i am freaking going crazy if this goes on. . . |
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Profile Name: Chen Zhicai (Call me Keith!) Addictions Hangouts: K box, K pool Objectives Sometimes, what you want in life may not be what you will achieve in life. Sometimes, what you want in life will change as you came to realise of your limitations and constraints. Careers Team: Full-time v3 player archives September 2005 Tag Me!
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