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Sunday, January 29, 2006 Happy chinese new year. . .! Gong Xi Fa Cai. . !Chinese new year. . . I recalled when i was younger, i always look forward to it. . . it was when i can get lotsa red packets, eat lotsa good food and enjoy myself thoroughly. . But as i grow older. . . The significant of chinese new year starts to diminish in me. . . Just like this year perhaps. . . Chinese new year is no more than another holiday to me. . . This occurs when u are more financially independent - you don't need extra cash from red packets, you can always eat good food whenever you like, you enjoy yourself more in other occasion. . . 4 days of book out days i've got from the chinese new year holiday. . Somehow feel it's short, and as it goes. . the time when you are outside always pass so quickly. . . 4 days will be over in no time. . . And as soon as i've got back in camp, the real tough period will come. . . Live range is up next and field camp coming near. . . The life in camp. . i hope it's getting better. . . I got less scolding nowadays by my sergeants and that made my life slightly easier in there. . . Of course i still hate army life. . . but when you are stucked in a situation where you have to live with it, you just have to learn to console yourself and try to love it. . . I gave out the thought of joining the air force this week. . . I went for the Air Defence Artillery interview on monday, screwed it up and failed the interview. . . They asked me questions, where i don't have an answer myself. . . i simply gave answers that too obvious, were lies. . If i were to give frank answers, then i will just say i wanted to join for the study award, for the yearly allowance, for the prestige and to get myself away from combat units. . . There was a dilemma between giving my true views and opting for the model answers where everyone is using. . I couldn't decide and cocked up the show eventually. . Anyway, i realised i can't work very well under stress conditions. . . I tend to get very tense up and nervous during such scenario and just screwed everything up. . . This account mainly why i am always the one getting lectures from my commanders. . . Haiz. . chinese new year. . i have lotsa time to spare, because i won't be going around to visit any relative. . . There are few movies which i wanted to watch, memoir of geisha, fearless and i not stupid 2. . . but it seem nobody will be free. . . That is sad. . . It just seems that ever since entering the national service, the time where i'm free, others won't be free, while when others are free, i'm already back in camp. . . |
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