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Thursday, January 05, 2006 I'm so glad to have her company today. . . So happy. . . Perhaps it's been really so long since i felt so much happiness in me. . . We met up at Tampines Mall, catch a good movie and went for dinner before sending her home. . .Yet i felt so depressed. . . The moment i reached the lift to her house, the moment i see her stepping in into the lift, the moment i knew we have to part. . . I wonder when can i see her again. . . Somehow or rather, this feeling invaded me again. . . The first time i felt it was at Yunan, i was walking along with her, from one village to another. . . And this time, not only was it the same, but it was more intense, i didn't want that to end. . . Walking back to her house, a mere 10 minutes journey, the wind was blowing gently. . . how i wish we never reach our destination. . . Sometimes i just asked myself how much do i really like her. . . The answer was never so clear as today. . . Definitely so much more than any other girls i have like before. . . She's someone who i will always want to care and protect, someone just so unique and beautiful in my eyes. . . But i know, she was never in love with me. . . Still. . i love her all the same. . . Love. . . can be single traffic. . . you want her to be happy. . . to be well and fine. . . I don't mind. . . i will be happy for her if she can find a guy who she can rely. . . be it anybody. . . Love. . . is not selfish in my eyes. . . i seek no return for anything i do for her. . . perhaps only her wellness and happiness. . . Love. . . means knowing when to let go. . . for it no longer matters if she just treat me as a brother, close friend or whatsoever. . . i clearly understood that you can't force someone in loving you. . . Finally went back to my workplace today. . . this time, it's for lunch. . . I didn't ate much. . . i was sorta getting so sick of seeing the food during my working days that it had certainly affected my appetite. . . Nevertheless. . . Ah Si and Kelly were kind enough to give us a special discount. . 4 of us went, all ex-staff. . . Me, Clement, Ethan and Chuanming and we only paid for the price of three. . . Twenty-six bucks each, a good price for a meal like this. . . Of course, we didn't went there to just eat. . . A good time to catch up with old friends there. . . as well as the working life there. . . I didn't expect myself to be missing that place so quickly. . . i guess it's not the work, but the people there. . . most of them were really nice. . . hope they will not forget us by the time we go back again, and wish that they will still be fine and happy. . . |
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