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Friday, February 24, 2006 I've been back at home since thursday morning. . . Not on another early book out this time, but on Attend C. . . 3 Days of attend C. . that's what i've got, after my fever ran up high to 39.2 degrees. .This week just didn't go quite well for me somehow. . . Firstly, i've been losing quite an amount of sleeping time since my first night back in camp. . . I often woke up in the middle of the night and failed to return to sleep, as my mind was totally occupied with ghost stories of tekong imparted through the weekends. . . It's atrocious, but i was really petrified then. . . so much so that i almost wanted to wake my buddy up. . . Can't imagine a 19 years old kid like me can be such a sissy. . Next, the weather during the entire of the 3 days two nights sitest was 'fuckup'. . It's sunny and hot for most of the time, and for some short moment, it came along some minor drizzling which never last more than 5minutes. . . This deadly weather package was largely responsible for the state i'm in. . . Sitest kicked off with a 12kilometre route march. . . With a fully-loaded field pack, the burning hot sun above us, it took more than 100% of our physical strength, and 200% of our mental strength to complete it. . . At the end point, i was almost knocked out, totally drained of any energy. . . My body was burning up under the heat and from then, my fever started. . . I guess the heat in me had ripped myself of the ability to think then, as i stupidly took up the role as a medic. . . which i paid a heavy price for that. . . Anyway, i didn't report on my fever during the first day as i thought i will be getting better after some good early rest. . . Indeed, i tried to get myself asleep from as early as 6.30pm that day. . and fever really seems to have subsided the next morning as i carried on with the activities for the day. . . Exposed to the 'fuckup' weather package, doing all the strenous activities-arti drills, sniper drills, with a stretcher on my back. . . There are two medics in a detail but i felt so unlucky that i'm always the one having the stretcher whenever they carried out any drill. . . Nevertheless, i took it in my stride, i have chosen the role from the beginning and i must fulfil the job until the end of the test. . My fever shot up again at the end of the 6 missions we completed that day. . . This time, i couldn't hold it any further and reported to the medic. . . 38.7 degrees, i felt giddy and lost my appetite. . . The medic prescribed two panadols and given me two ice packs. . . The fever went down again for the night and i was back on action again the next morning, even though i wasn't feeling quite right again. . . Endured through all the shit again, i finished them with high fever. . . 3 days 2 nights. . . i endured through it, and back to company, see the medical officer and ended back at home on 3 days att C and 2 days att B. . . After everything, i felt relieved that i've went through all these. . . I wouldn't have want to do a re-sitest at any point if i've dropped out, wouldn't wanna do th 12km route march, the 4km and 2km fast march, and the 12 sickening missions all over again. . . i wouldn't care about how i fare in the test, because i have no longer bear much hope to go OCS. . . i wouldn't wanna take such tough trainings. . . i see myself already almost dying during most of these trainings, how will i be able to withstand trainings that are a lot more tough than these in command schools, i'm not confident that i can take it. . . Enough of that army, i'm quite sick of it actually. . How i wish tomorrow is ORD. . . Anyway, A level result is coming out next wednesday. . ! |
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