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Sunday, March 19, 2006 10 days of leave, 10 days absence from the military, i'm so indulged into the civilian world that i almost forgotten that i'm still serving my full time national service. . . 10 days, it seems long, yet it's gone just like that. . . Sad. . . I can't deny that i'm sad and can't hide my fear to return to the army again, especially to my vocation, 42 Singapore Armour Regiment. . . as an infantry trooper. . . I've been told of the tough training in there. . . and to make it feel real, there's comparison of the level of toughness there with that i've gone through during BMT. . How am i gonna stop worrying after hearing all these. .It's a major disappointment to receive such a posting since i've been hoping for a slack vocation so that i can have time to do other things. . Now, not only is the plan foiled, it's almost game over for me. . . Back to army, back to square one. . . It's gonna be like my day of enlistment again tomorrow. . . Another round of adapting to army life, meeting new people, going through all the military trainings. . . As much as i know that i hate military life, as much as i felt so miserable going through all these, my life for this coming 1 year and 8 months will be disastrous if i continue to live in the army with this kinda attitude. . . I'm trying hard to convince myself that i can live well in the army, i can take all the tough trainings. i'm determine to go through all these, for the sake of going to my bright future. . . The thought of going to university, the thought of earning big bucks, getting myself a car and night house, they are gonna be my motivation. . . These little hardships will be nothing compared to the the amount of joy and luxury i shall be living in in the near future. . . 1 year and 8 months will be gone in no time, and the future is much for me to anticipate. . . I SHALL PERSEVERE AND I SHALL SURVIVE THE TRAININGS. . . enjoy my last few moments before i become an armour trooper. . .. .. .. |
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