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Friday, March 10, 2006 9 weeks gone. . . and. . . POP lo. . .! Something to celebrate? No! The end of BMT marks the beginning of another long and disastrous life in the army. . .That day. . . i didn't ask any of my parent to come. . . for they were busy with work, i didn't feel the need to trouble them for an occasion like this. . which i think, is just another ceremony. . . I'm prepared to go through the experience during the enlistment day once again. . . no parent present, and they treated you like some outcast. . . But. . . Chee yong turned up. . . i had invited him the week before, yet it had remained an uncertainty. . until the moment. . . I was grateful. . . i felt fortunate to have his presence, at least i don't feel the eyes that are staring at me, thinking how pitiful a soldier i am to have no one there during his graduation. . The parade. . . after 3 rehearsals. . . enduring through the hot sun. . . the finale. . . a testament of the blood and sweat put in. . . still screwed up. . . Just one wrong command from the parade commander and one technical fault in the microphone system spoiled our whole show. . . Not forgetting the bunch of fools who had followed upon the wrong command. . . Nevertheless, i wouldn't care the less, it's done and over and that's the best thing to say. . . I've been thinking. . . all those past entries that had reflected on my miseries in the army. . i suddenly felt that i had complained too much. . . whined too much. . . I did these without realising that how badly they had reflected on myself. . . -only a pussy complain and whine so much. . . i decided that i should get on with life and stop whinning about army life. . . Class gathering. . . it's just good to see everyone again. . . i never stop missing my school days, my class back in camp. . . Gathering back, getting together, catching up. . it's just like returning back to the good old days. . . i always enjoyed the moments that we were together, fooling around, talking craps. . . Got back results, managed to scaped through and made it to the university and now. . . the question. . . which course to take. . ? it prove not an easy decision. . . Not cut up for business, no interest in engineering, tired of science, impossible for dentistry and medicine, computing too dry and boring, accountancy too specified, psychology too difficult. . . what can i take. . ? Lost of choice. . only hope to find an answer in tomorrow's universities open house. . . |
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