Monday, July 10, 2006

My appeals were both rejected. . . for ntu and nus. . . am i really destined for FASS. . . ?
All of a sudden. . . my future look so dim. . . i didn't wanna go to arts and social sciences. . . but it can't seem that i have any choice now. . .


I'm at one of lowest point in my life now. . . Whatever i do and it seems, nothing goes right for me. . . I practically feel i'm good at nothing. . . Once they said, i'm good at studying. . . and now, looked what i've got. . . arts and social sciences. . . A B C C6, i thought it was pretty good, and then what? It just appeared as though my grades can barely make it to university. . . Good at studying. .? Think twice again. . .
They said i'm good at soccer. . . No. . i guess i just sucks at the game. . . Looking back at yesterday's match where i played for Tat ming's team. . . They lost 1-0, all thanks to my error that conceded the only goal. . . Look back again at how i failed to prevent my company from losing the title they should have defended. . . soccer. .? it's not my forte. . .
What else am i good at. . ? I could bring out no more. . . But definitely, i can easily bring out more than 10 things that i sucks with. . .


Chee Yong say i seems to be always feeling so depressed when i booked out. . . Maybe so. . . You came out of camp, and realised you got alot more things to be troubled with. . . perhaps army has been an escape from all the problems i faced in life. . . back in camp, the only few things that i'm concern of is training, clear my ippt and soc etc. . . it's all physical. . . but back as a civilian, i got so many things to take care of. . . to pave the path for my future. . . It wasn't exactly that the whole process brings only miseries. . . it just that i see more of the depressing part than what was worth to be happy about. . .

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Name: Chen Zhicai (Call me Keith!)
Date of Birth: 3rd January 1987
Horoscope: Capricorn
Country: Singapore
School: Before- Xinmin Primary, Bowen Secondary, Serangoon Junior College. Now- 42 SAR, SP Coy, SPIKE Platoon. Future- National University of Singapore, Architecture.

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Hangouts: K box, K pool
Music Genre: Chinese Pop
Singer: Jay Zhou
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Player: Steven Gerrard

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Sometimes, what you want in life may not be what you will achieve in life. Sometimes, what you want in life will change as you came to realise of your limitations and constraints.
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