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Sunday, September 10, 2006 This is my 100th post. . .I did it. . I've finally got my ippt gold. . . celebrate. . .? all the effort, all the hardwork put in in reaching this objective has finally paid off. . . and well. . . a symbolism of success. . ? probably. . or not. . Success don't come from nothing. . . All the while i've been training, working hard towards this goal, this objective. . . and i thought i nearly couldn't make it. . . For a point of time, i thought heaven is playing a cruel joke on me. . . i had been looking forward to the ippt test for so long and then, i found myself feeling sick the night before the test. . . Things didn't get better on the morning itself where the test is conducted and i was on the verge of giving up the chance to take it. . . Luckily i didn't, though i was sure that i wasn't feeling well at all, i chose to let the thermometer decide my fate. . . I measured and realised i haven't got a fever, and with that, i decided to endure through the test. . . It wasn't easy. . . especially when the first station i took was chin-up, my weakest link. . . There i go, 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9. . . . . . and 10. . . i struggled, and the 10 took more of my mental strength than physical. . . By the time i've finished my 9th chin-up, there was left with little strength to go for the most decisive one. . . in fact, i almost couldn't make it. . . it was left with pure determination and mental power to bring me up to the last one, and once i did it, i knew i was very close to the gold. . . . In fact, i managed to clear the rest of the stations with ease. . . then came the final lap, 2.4km. . . Down with a flu, there was much difficulty for me to breathe in and out through the nose. . . but i wasn't prepare to let this affect me. . . i've did it before and i wanted to do it better this time. . . so, i ran, endured and got back in 9.1 minutes, created another personal best and got my much anticipated ippt gold. . . . I've been selected to train in the armour formation soccer team, and now my objective is to make it into the first 11, and hopefully bring back some glory. . . i must prove that i can. . ! A much awaited secondary school class gathering. . . . Not everyone came, but still among those who were there, i could discover that many have changed. . . I wouldn't comment whether it was for the better or worse, but well, it just look and feel different. . . There was feeling of unfamilarity among some, especially with some of the girls. . . but overall, it was like just another casual dinner, the feeling of class 4A last time wasn't there and it was more like a gathering for those different clique in the class. . . anyway, i thought this was unavoidable, it's been long since we last met and it's difficult to find a common topic to share. . . and probably, i've lost much memories about my secondary school life as i discovered yesterday. . . I was there playing a match for Tat Ming's team hours ago. . . I sucks. . . played extremely badly, lost count of the number goals that were conceded by me. . . why. . ? i'm not in the condition, not in the mood. . . i'm still not feeling too well, panting and feeling slight chest pain after running. . . i'm just too tired and emotionally handicapped for the game. . . i'm ending this week feeling down. depressed. tired. my mood is going from one low point to another. . . ironic it is, there has been so much worth to celebrate after all i've said. . the ippt gold. . . the recruitment to formation soccer team, the much anticipated class gathering. . . but no. . . blog don't tell everything, and perhaps some things are better keep to the heart. . . |
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Profile Name: Chen Zhicai (Call me Keith!) Addictions Hangouts: K box, K pool Objectives Sometimes, what you want in life may not be what you will achieve in life. Sometimes, what you want in life will change as you came to realise of your limitations and constraints. Careers Team: Full-time v3 player archives September 2005 Tag Me!
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