Something Different

Sunday, October 01, 2006

How many wrong choices can one make in his life. . . ? How many chances will he be given. . . ? How many times will his decision end up haunting his entire life. . . How many regrets should one have. . .?


When you do make a mistake. . . what is the first thing you gonna say. . . Sorry. . ? yet you know sorry means nothing. . . it heals no wounds nor ease any pain. . . then why say sorry. . . ? but what can you say. . ?


You look onto the street. . . Couples holding hands. . . You stare in envy. . . Why weren't you in one of them. . . And now you realised. . . you don't deserve to be. . . And yes. . . i deserve this. . .


Filled with guilt. . . Reflections. . . You always turn back, look at the things you have done, and burst into laughters with tears, how silly the things you did. . . And now, i look back, and i'm filled with tremendous regrets, shame and despair. . .


An explanations. . . No point of explaining something that's been over for so long, explanation has lost its meaning. . . but i chose to explain, my heart wants to explain. . . Sometimes you just care about making yourself look good, making yourself sounds good, and you spoke without asking your heart. . .


Bastard. . . I remembered Me, Kelvin and Zixiangs. . . We declared ourselves bastard. . . as though proud of ourselves. . . I didn't mind, it was like a symbolism, to show that we are good pals, and we shared the things in common. . . therefore, sometimes you gonna talk, exaggerate, speak brainlessly to make yourself sounds like one. . . Yet, deep down, i didn't wanna be one. . .


Human being. . . For i'm just an ordinary boy. . . We stare back in regret for the things we have done. . . We always wait for things to happen, before feeling the ache, the pain. . . We always say meaningless words of apology yet knowing things could never be the same again. . . We are foolish people in this world. . .

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Name: Chen Zhicai (Call me Keith!)
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