Sunday, October 01, 2006 How many wrong choices can one make in his life. . . ? How many chances will he be given. . . ? How many times will his decision end up haunting his entire life. . . How many regrets should one have. . .?When you do make a mistake. . . what is the first thing you gonna say. . . Sorry. . ? yet you know sorry means nothing. . . it heals no wounds nor ease any pain. . . then why say sorry. . . ? but what can you say. . ? You look onto the street. . . Couples holding hands. . . You stare in envy. . . Why weren't you in one of them. . . And now you realised. . . you don't deserve to be. . . And yes. . . i deserve this. . . Filled with guilt. . . Reflections. . . You always turn back, look at the things you have done, and burst into laughters with tears, how silly the things you did. . . And now, i look back, and i'm filled with tremendous regrets, shame and despair. . . An explanations. . . No point of explaining something that's been over for so long, explanation has lost its meaning. . . but i chose to explain, my heart wants to explain. . . Sometimes you just care about making yourself look good, making yourself sounds good, and you spoke without asking your heart. . . Bastard. . . I remembered Me, Kelvin and Zixiangs. . . We declared ourselves bastard. . . as though proud of ourselves. . . I didn't mind, it was like a symbolism, to show that we are good pals, and we shared the things in common. . . therefore, sometimes you gonna talk, exaggerate, speak brainlessly to make yourself sounds like one. . . Yet, deep down, i didn't wanna be one. . . Human being. . . For i'm just an ordinary boy. . . We stare back in regret for the things we have done. . . We always wait for things to happen, before feeling the ache, the pain. . . We always say meaningless words of apology yet knowing things could never be the same again. . . We are foolish people in this world. . . |
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Profile Name: Chen Zhicai (Call me Keith!) Addictions Hangouts: K box, K pool Objectives Sometimes, what you want in life may not be what you will achieve in life. Sometimes, what you want in life will change as you came to realise of your limitations and constraints. Careers Team: Full-time v3 player archives September 2005 Tag Me!
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