Do you rather to have everything now and then lose everything later or do you wanna have nothing now, and gain back everything later. . . ?

Reflection. . . Now in ns, it feel like you are leading some pathetic life. . . You have to live with short hair, your face are infested with pimples due to long time exposure to dry conditions, you have live with a mere $450 a month. . . you have only saturday and sunday to see the beautiful world. . . You see guys everyday. . . You are exposed to the risk of signing extras and doing push-ups every moment. . . You sleep in the afternoon and faced the risk of being turn out in full battle order every second. . . You wake up in the morning having to do area cleaning. . . You go to the cookhouse and lose your appetite because the food really sucks. . .

NS days are like. . . some of the worst day in your life. . . at least it is to me. . .

And well, instead of spending time and money on thinking and applying methods to improve or change the situation, some times, it's kinda better to just live with it. . . Live the worst days now and save up your energy and resources until the day come to ORD. .

So NS/ / Endure through. . . Live with it. . . and make the best out of it. . .