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Sunday, November 05, 2006 It's been almost 10 years of soccer. . . 10 years. . . Though i wasn't some fantastic players who starred in every matches, breaking into national squad, i have been fairly satisfied with what i had achieved through this decade of football. . .There were glorious moments. . . there were moments where i really played well and won the praises of many. . . and it was because of the mentality that made me to put in my best in every matches, working hard in the games, going for tackles after tackles that brought those moments of victorious. . . Even when the opponents were much more stronger than us, there was no fear in me in going into the game to play for a win. . . Has all these been gone with history. . .? Through the series of matches that i had played. . . i must say things are really different now. . . Or perhaps, ever since the last v3 match that i had played, the feeling on the pitch is never the same again. . . The spirit to play regardless of victory wasn't there. . . i hasn't been able to play to very best, and if i could, my skills and technique of the game has almost dissipated. . . All i saw during the last few matches that i had played were blunders after blunders, mistackles etc. . . even the basic idea of playing the position was missing. . . the energy, to make tiredless runs were lost. . . I'm just at the verge of losing my ability to play, and the way i'm playing is just like a rookie on the pitch. . . Desperate to go back and play like before. . . but how. . .? I always have great faith in my ability to play the game, yet for now, it seems like it's no more like before, and i had became a noob of the game. . . Today's match was a testiment of all these. . . My blunder conceded a goal, my performance is rock bottom. . . we lost the game. . . lost to some weak opponent. . . how lousy can you be when you can't even play well again some weak players. . .? Perhaps only one thing that hasn't change. . . my love for the game. . . and i just hope next match will be better. . . |
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Profile Name: Chen Zhicai (Call me Keith!) Addictions Hangouts: K box, K pool Objectives Sometimes, what you want in life may not be what you will achieve in life. Sometimes, what you want in life will change as you came to realise of your limitations and constraints. Careers Team: Full-time v3 player archives September 2005 Tag Me!
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