Monday, February 19, 2007

The tears, that came, we know, were tears of happiness. . . and we could all see that he had enjoyed the evening. . .
As a friend, a long time buddy, it's really great to see that he has had a great time, a great 21 birthday, and that all the effort from jia liang and zhen wei in organising the party have not gone in vain. . .


I felt guilty. . that not only did i haven't done anything, i haven't feel very right in both celebrations. . .
I had a tired week. . . slept barely 3 hours the night before the first celebration, and the second one, still, rest still wasn't efficient to regain the energy expended, having to do the area cleaning at home for the entire new year eve. . .
That accounted, why, i'm as though, emotionless, much of the time. . .
That was the main reason, but there's a second one. . .
Part of the reason. . . that most people there, his classmates and other friends, were strangers to me. . . you know i can't socialise really well. . . much worse when i felt too tired to try. . . much worse when most of the strangers there were girls. . . you know i still haven't been able to get rid of that shy thing in me. . . much worse when my self esteem is rock bottom this time. . .
maybe next time will be better. .


I still wanna contribute something to this party for my great buddy. . with the bill ran up to 800 plus, the only thing feasible was to share the cost. . . and i did, it wasn't alot, as liang insisted that i don't pay too much. . i wouldn't mind paying more if not. . . occasion like this don't come often, and i seriously don't mind spending for an happy occasion for a great friend. . .

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Name: Chen Zhicai (Call me Keith!)
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