Friday, April 27, 2007

I failed my traffic police practical test. . . 30 points. . . screwed. . .


Devastated. . . Really want it badly. . . I thought i've done enough. . . There was no immediate failure, everything was like going smoothly, i knew there was a chance. . . I thought i could break the spell that had made my learning experience at ssdc so long and tedious. . . Terrible feeling. . .
I had tried my best. . . yet still ended up like this. . I prayed and prayed before, after and during the test. . . It seemed to help and it seemed that it didn't. . too. . . What should i say, except to curse and swear at my own incapability. . . All the plans. . . plans on what i'm going to do after i managed to pass the test this time round. . . All that of riding my way to nus for my apitude test and interview this coming week. . . Crushed. . . How do i not feel the pain. . . No matter how hard i tried to get myself mentally prepared for failure, it was all nothing but a brave front i put upon myself. . . Just how long more can i be the one riding, not the one watching in envy of the person on the bike. . .


Next test. . . 7 June. . . More than 1 month to go. . . wasting more time. . . wasting more money. . . $100 gone like this, because i had failed to pass. . . Hope the next time, i will be telling a different story. . .

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Name: Chen Zhicai (Call me Keith!)
Date of Birth: 3rd January 1987
Horoscope: Capricorn
Country: Singapore
School: Before- Xinmin Primary, Bowen Secondary, Serangoon Junior College. Now- 42 SAR, SP Coy, SPIKE Platoon. Future- National University of Singapore, Architecture.

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