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Thursday, July 26, 2007 I'm just a little bit unhappy, a little bit depressed, a little bit disappointed and a little bit pissed off over it. . . compared to last time, i felt a lot better this time. . . perhaps i'm just used to be a failure. . .Failed it the third time. . . but so what, i don't want this too. . . Leslie, my brother, all of them passed during the third attempt, now i'm still stuck at this, pretty loser. . . I got plenty of reasons to make myself feel better. . . For all i know, everybody know, i have got really no talent at this thing, i took such a long time to finish the lessons and the only thing that actually keep me going now is that i don't want all the money and effort that i have put in to go down to drain. . . that i'm not used to giving up things halfway through. . . Then so what if i passed. . ? what should i do then, get a new bike now. .? definitely not the correct time. . . or share my brother's bike. . . all the history about sharing things so far showed that it will only lead to conflicts. . . if pass it later, maybe then will be a better time to buy a bike, or even when then my brother have got his 2A license, i will inherit the bike, for free. . . So no point. . . not point pondering. . . i'm not sad, i'm not depressed, i'm not pissed off. . . probably just a little bit disappointed. . . I will give another shot at it on 20 september, about 2 months later. . . meanwhile, take it as i've never learn this darn thing before. . . Been slacking. . . i'm intending to slack all the way. . . becoming a full time slacker. . always feeling so tired. . . i spent so much money this week already. . . the $62 for the tp thing. . . then all the expenses here and there. . . i wander how am i gonna save if this goes on. . . Went to support max in his singing competition yesterday. . . Mu Chuan singing competition, supposed to be quite a prestigious competition held here. . . it was the preliminary round, rong, zhen wei and i were there to give our support. . . there were 8 competitors, some of them quite screwed up, a few were alright and maybe 1 or 2 were considered good. . . the good ones, one of them from project superstar, charlotte, the few pretty one in the competition, were obviously there to thrash everyone else. . . for max, he was not the best, but he really sung well. . . he showed that he could sing, just that he had picked the wrong song to sing. . . So eventually, the results came, probably a little bit of surprise that max didn't get the final slot, out of the three slots available for quarter final, as the two good ones got through. . . one of the guy who sang a gary cao song actually clinched the last slot. . . he gave an impressive start but the stamina didn't last, the ending part was quite screwed up we thought. . . Nevertheless, they had got a revival round, and max was selected to go through that. . . hope he will be able to twist the situation around then and prove to everyone that he's really good. . . anyway, it has been a trend now that the one who got through the revival round always go on to do very well. . . |
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