Wednesday, August 08, 2007 I'm still pretty much tired. . . This week i haven't got back any enough rest so far. . . but i will still go for sigmund's farewell at clarke quay later. . .I had a really horribly busy week. . . May be it's just three days to spend in camp but it's really pushing me to my limit, i'm exhausted. . . Two days of consecutive heavy workloads were just too hard to take. . . Firstly, i'm the platoon ic this week, and i felt i'm one of the most garang one. . . i hate being the ic, and i will try to make this the last time i be one. . . sometimes i really hate these people inside the platoon, not all but some. . . one word to describe them, "selfish". . . one phrase to describe them, "fucking selfish slack people". . . all the while when there were works to be done and i was to get some manpower to get them done, no one willing to come and help. . . when i was made to arrow people, those people who were willing to lift up their butts and get the things done were always the same few. . . because of this, i felt bad at getting the same people to help me again and again that i tried to do most things i can by my own. . . what were the rest doing. . ? most of the time they were just too engrossed in their sleep. . . i know them too well, even if i wake them up they won't help. . . darn man, i'm just bloody small corporal and man, nothing i can do if they don't want to do. . . so well, it's fine, i suffered this time round as ic, the last time too. . . i submit to my fate that i'm the ic and that i have to do all the shit myself. . . but i swear i won't help when they need mine, whoever is the ic do it himself. . . i will simply just finish my own things then follow the sop. . . sleep. . ! and thanks to them, i've finally learned that the most reliable person is you yourself, never depend on others to help you, they are not obliged to, and be thankful enough that they don't sabotage you. . . monday and tuesday were tekan sessions, we all felt that. . . tuesday was the craziest day. . . i worked more than 8 hours, washed the vehicles for 1/2 day and did servicings for the remaining time. . . even using 1/2 the day we haven't even complete our washing, but were interrupted to do servicings for the vehicle at the very last minute. . . A lot of expectations for the cleanliness, the interior especially, that idiot expect something like lri standard. . . we were made to slog hard to produce such qualities. . . it was purely hard work. . . worked so hard that we even miss the lunch time and ate our packed food ration at afternoon's teabreak time. . . no one complained, because we all have the heart to make this the last time and send them away after that. . . while we were at the mist of it, the technicians came and interrupted our entire process. . . they stopped us and told us to drive the vehicle to the workshop to service for the amber manning. . . no choice but to follow, the instruction came as order through a chain of commands, from the CO to the BWO to these guys then to us. . . we did as told and ended doing servicings instead of completing the cleaning. . . by that moment everyone were already drained of energy. . . yet we still have to do it. . . then other problems cropped up like missing spare parts, missing tools etc. . . working under such situation with such an exhaust mind and body, it came as no surprise that zixiang actually flared up when sergeant nicholas made a big fuss about the missing tools. . . i'm entirely shag out too, and instead of blowing my top, i was being superbly sarcastic and deceitful to the technicans' complaints about all the vehicles' fault. . . i just feigned ignorance to all the problems and let them do some of the shits themselves. . . we went through all these and i will see that this is the last time. . . that idiot better not make us do anything like this again. . . he made the decision to call us to wash the vehicles at this time, knowing clearly himself that there is a possibility of moving out if there's a recall for amber manning. . . we will not waste our effort to do a double job due to his miscalculation of the events or whatsoever. . . i guess i will have to wait till tomorrow to have a good long rest. . . better not call us back at this period. . . |
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