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Tuesday, December 04, 2007 Rong told me, that god will never give us a smooth sailing life. .God gives us a life, filled with adversities such that for every one of them we overcome, we learn, gain something and become a better person. . . He was right. . I am a person who know this all the while. . A lot of times i had managed to apply this. . that im not afraid to fail because i know that after every failure, i become better. . im just one who learn things through the hard way. . i screwed things up initially, because compared to others, im slightly more stupid and took a longer time to learn and adapt. . but eventually, after all the initially hiccups, i still managed to stand up high and tall. . in this job, i must say i created cropped up 90% of the times. . others may be saying what i cockster i am, i don't care. . i know this is a difficult initial phase of the journey that i have to go through, that after this, things will become better as i become better. . I haven't been able to apply this for every areas of my life. . i must learn to. . - adversities provide opportunities to learn and be better. One of the few strengths that i know that i have is the level of commitment that i give in anything i do. . no matter what is it, soccer match, working, training, relationship. . when i do something, i give my heart and soul. . but i should realise that this could also be my downfall. . i have an impulsive personality. . In soccer, i never hesitate to give anyone a piece of my mind when he actually made a mistake that lose the game. . the point is, i had worked so hard in the game and can't accept the fact that someone else had actually made my efforts all gone down to drain. . It was more of impulsive than anger. . i just blew off without processing it in my head. . i have to change. . In a relationship, it's never only about giving. . im overly dedicated, too anxious to give everything i could, too rush to get relationship going. . i forgotten that i needa give the other party breathing space. . Everything, anything you do, you have to get it processed in your head before it's done. . Never be overwhelmed by a moment of impulse. . Im so useless now. . but im trying to learn, to change. . god didn't give me a smooth sailing life. . indulging in agony. . i couldnt read your mind. . . was it right from the start. . if i live my life again, will it be a better one. . |
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Profile Name: Chen Zhicai (Call me Keith!) Addictions Hangouts: K box, K pool Objectives Sometimes, what you want in life may not be what you will achieve in life. Sometimes, what you want in life will change as you came to realise of your limitations and constraints. Careers Team: Full-time v3 player archives September 2005 Tag Me!
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