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Monday, November 10, 2008 i have been contributing so much depressive posts in my blog that this has become my sorrow ground. .but well. . i want this encourage myself this time. . . Aint i such a weird person. . Ironic. . today is perhaps another low point for me as an architecture student. . yet. . im not entering another emo post. . i must have taken the wrong medicine this morning. . Seriously. . im really really upset. . because i had tried. . in the end it failed. . and i screwed it all up. . I watched the sympathetic looks on the tutors' faces. . . i could feel they tried to help me. . help me gain some marks to pass. . however, im not that intellectual enough to help myself at that critical moment. . it may not be a matter of passing any more. . before this i was thinking that i doubt i can pass this module. . but now, so what if i passed? it wouldnt make a different if 99% of the rest passed and im among the lowest of the passes. . i had reflected and highlighted the reasons for the screwed up. . . at a point i was trememdously depressed, i knew i cant let myself be overwhelmed by this. . . 21 years old, considered an ex-teacher, i will have to demonstrate the character that befit such descriptions. . You fell down, you pick yourself up. . you don't indulge yourself in self-pity and melancholism. . The unhappiness is almost impossible to get away from it, but at least, i tried to brace myself for the failure. . i reflect and i have got a better idea of what is it about. . . another time, i will be better. . im still upset. . |
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